Y does life have to be so hard?

Everything is just so hard and I wish it would get easier! It sucks not knowing wht to do in a relationship. Im stuck and have no idea what to do or who to believe!! Im waiting for everything to just fall into place and it never is going too. My life seems like I have no reason to even live anymore. Im lost waiting on an anwser. But will I ever get one??? I dnt see why everything has to be so complicated and fall out of plce when you think everything is fine. Why do people lie and take what they have for granted when you give them everything you possibly can.