Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Problem with my MIND??? Or my thinking?

Im guy at 17 years, and have Asperger's Syndrome. I've had many childhood problems (bullying even by my father) and didn't want to trust my Intuition anymore as I was hurt too much, and since I was ONLY 8 Years old I began to live inside my head.....I am always thinking, and in fact I feel very comfortable when Im in my head, but on the other hand I know it isn't good. Many times I fail do to some things because I always think before doing them, and then I don't do anything at all. My mind is always racing on different things, but most commonly on my social life and what is wrong with it, and I always imagine me being in a perfect social situation. Also, my mind seems so fast that when there is a problem (in H.W for example) the solution pops up instantly. I am very concentrated when doing work, but in social situations (not always) my mind drifts off because I am in the habit of thinking if Im not focusing on work. Also, when I see something I can make many associations with that thing immediately, and I am the first to notice things usually. Sometimes to try to reduce the thinking, I concentrate on something and I manage to do it, but only for about 2 minutes, then get back to thinking. Its like Im addicted to thinking, it makes me comfortable, sure of what Im going to do and also have many great ideas more than others. Is this something to be worried about???

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